Your Shattered Reality

Can you really look at yourself each & everyday living a lie of a life? How many truth's have you twisted in order to fulfill your corrupted reality?​ The reflection in your mirror is nothing but dark shattered glass. Some pieces are so broken, they will never be restored. However, you will keep moving along, using & abusing sincerely good people then throw them away once they have no more to give. Call it what you want, lie to yourself, but we  all see the truth of what kind of being you are. 

I once thought you were some special magical person, someone who had nothing but passion to give. Someone who was strong, brave and exciting. All of that faded once your sickening self started shining through. The lies, the stealing, the addictions, unfaithfulness, the abuse you placed into our lives. You didn't love; are you even capable of understanding the depths of what love is? Is all you understand, hate, anger, manipulation and instability? 

It's time to break away from past experiences and stop using them as a crutch to why you are living the way you do. You're a grown person, you are up to you now. It doesn't matter any more what this person did or didn't do in your childhood, or what mistakes you made growing up. You are where you are, because you choose. And that has created you to be an empty and alone. You've been gifted with a life, while so many deserving others have lost theirs or are losing theirs. You keep toying with death, yet death never fully comes for you. One day, rather near or far, you'll be facing death then facing God. Which path will He say you've earned? A path of darkness like your heart, or a path of Light like His heart? It's not too late to change, even if other situations are too late to mend. It is what it is by your doing and choosing. It's way past time to own up, to clean your mind, body and soul. A new day is never promised, so take up the here and now; this precious present moment; even if it was to be your last day, pour out the muck, cleanse your being and be a man you were always created to be. 

I wish you nothing but health, reality, karma and healing.